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At long last, MSTs are over.
Got back my results; wasn't that good.
But well, it was as expected, so no surprise there...
This week has been quite relaxing - basically we've just been going through papers.
Can't say the same for my SMA friends...
Project upon project... jyjy girls~~
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I've finally gotten myself a new bag, and a laptop case, after much saving~
Total spendings on food for this week < 20 dollars (lunch & dinner).
It's a first for me~
Totally overkilled my wallet last 2 weeks...
Can't deny the fact that I really enjoyed going out^^
L, S and J, we must take a shot together some time =D
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Next week brings about a new wave of work.
And thus, life as a student begins again, with asinine stuff to complete..
I'll just stay in 'laze mode' for the time being~
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I realise, even if it's a little, I'm changing~
More words seem to flow, and I feel happier now, happier than I have been, in a long time.
I really love you guys~ all my friends~ *wipes a tear*
And I wish you all will stay light-hearted and joyful always.
Take care everyone~
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Last day b4 MSTs~
Faster end ah.... jy...
Things to do aft MST
1. Get a new bag
2. Get a new laptop case
3. Design a white pair of shoes
4. Write the prologue of a story inspired from my dreams
5. Walk arnd with no destination in mind
6. Catch a movie
Thursday, November 08, 2007
This post is for November 7, Wednesday.
Met with L this morning before going to school together.
And for the second time in a row, I was late...
Ahhh, from experience, it's always the guys that's supposed to be waiting, not vice versa.
So sorry~! Gomen gomen~
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We reached school 15 minutes late, not due to my lateness, but rather, some miscommunication.
I think.
Lesson was, well, easy going.
Did a report during tutorial class when i was supposed to be doing some tutorial.
Wasn't reprimanded.
Our lecturer rocks~
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Went back to the clubhouse to get some stuff done in the afternoon.
Waited for a phone call from a GEMs partner for discussion.
It never came, and well, I couldn't be bothered to call back.
Club activities got cancelled due to the fact that many ex-co members had something on, and couldn't make it.
I for one, am not displeased~
Watched a couple of movies to past time.
I know I should be studying...
MSTs are just 1 week away.
Hah, but I'm just too used to procrastinating.
Ate some great muffins thanks to L and S.
Thanks for helping me buy~
S left for the library to study.
Boy, does she look stressed out.
Hang on dear... after next week it'll all be over.
Don't give up~!
L, well, was quiet.
We didn't leave you alone on purpose.
I'm so sorry...
I'm perceptive, just not to the point that I realise things immediately.
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Went to AMK hub with L and S for dinner.
J couldn't make it.
Ate at the... what was the name again?
Haha~ I'm no good at remembering names, but the noodles there were superb!
Though a late lunch and 3 muffins earlier left me unable to finish my meal...
Walked around after that~
Tried on some sunglasses; it was kind of cool =)
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Believe me, I'm not bored when I'm with y'all.
Anything out of the way of my normal life won't be boring.
I used to thrive in boredom.
Change takes time.
I know I should talk more.
But I just can't.
Living alone, or rather, almost alone, has honed me to keep things to myself.
I'm too used to the quiet.
Do not think of me being silent as being bored.
Rather, think of it as someone who's appreciating a great piece of music in silence.
I do suppose it's weird, having me around.
I apologise.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
This time round, it wasn't the past I was thinking about, but rather, the present.
Today was supposed to be just like any other day, but somehow, I fell into depression. Changes have triggered unexpected feelings; left me chagrined.
The late afternoon brought along more questions, questions that pose no answers. For hours, I sat still on the couch, pondering, wondering. Even after I had company in the evening, for a short while, the sound of laughter seemed so distant, yet it was ever so close.
What am I doing...?
If I think anymore... what will happen?
Can I think anymore...?
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Here I am, back home.
My mind felt clear, clearer with confusion. How ironic.
I willed my mind to shut out everything unpleasant.
I wanted to be alone, away from myself; by myself, but how is that possible? Does it even make sense?
YW, I pray that you'll be strong. The vicissitudes of life posts no easy path through.
I'm sorry L. I wasn't myself. I'm sorry I caused you to worry. Do forgive me, if you ever read this.
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Curling into a ball instinctively, I prayed and hoped the new day that awaits would bring about a new start to my life.